Teen father mourns death of infant son05/23/02
Born March 5, Adrian
Cole Fackrell was a perfectly beautiful baby. tuft of brown air matching his fathers
crowded a pair of bright, inquisitive eyes. When Adrian died
seven weeks later, he had two broken legs, a broken arm, and a fractured skull. He weighed
a little more than 11 pounds. The emotional
wreckage left in the passing of Adrian has his mothers boyfriend, 17-year-old Josh
S. Rowden, sitting in jail charged with first-degree murder. Adrians
mother, 18-year-old Leah Fackrell, lives under a cloud of suspicion strengthened by her
repeated insistence on Joshs innocence. And Adrians
father, a 17-year-old Klamath Falls boy who moved last week to Grants Pass, is struggling
to make sense of the very grown-up drama he has been forced to deal with since he met Leah
Fackrell in May of last year. It was a two-week
romance, said Matt Barton, Adrians father. He met Leah at a Job Corps work camp on
Wolf Creek, near Glide, Ore.
We went out
for like Matt told his
mother of the pregnancy over dinner in Medford, he said. He continued to work at the camp,
despite Leahs meeting a new boyfriend, Josh Rowden. I met him
once, at Wolf Creek, Matt recalled. I didnt like him. He had a bad
attitude. Unable to deal
with the situation, Matt said he called his mother in August and, with her support,
dropped out of the Job Corps program. He returned to Klamath Falls and attempted to stay
in touch with Leah by phone. That changed in
December, when Leah and Josh left the work camp and went to Ketchikan, Alaska, where
Joshs father lived. The phone calls became more intermittent, Matt said, with Leah
alternatively demanding he stop calling and then calling him again a few days later. When Adrian was
born March 5, Matt said he became desperate to visit him. Repeated requests for a visit to
Alaska were spurned by Leah, he said. Leah claims that
she and Josh were attempting to start a new life, and Matts calls bordered on
harassment. We were
becoming a family, Leah said. Matt isnt a bad person, but he wasnt
there for me. Josh was. On April 16, the
adult issues being faced by Matt, Leah and Josh grew exponentially when Leah and Josh
brought Adrian into the emergency room at Ketchikan General Hospital. The child was
suffering from repeated seizures, and was not responding to treatment. Adrian was flown
from the island town south to Seattles Childrens Hospital, where he slipped
into a coma. Matt got a call from Leah at 7 oclock that night, and within an hour he
and his mother got into the familys van and left Klamath Falls for Seattle, arriving
at 3:30 the following morning. Matts first
sight of his son, dutifully recorded on film by his mother, was a confusing mixture of
feelings, he says. Immensely proud, profoundly frightened, he gently touched Adrians
hair, and traced with his finger the numerous bruises covering the infants body. Leah and Josh,
joined by Leahs father, were unaware that two Ketchikan police detectives had also
made the trip to Seattle. Based on reports of staff members at the Ketchikan hospital,
police suspected someone had beaten Adrian. The next 10 days
passed without change. Adrian was on full life support, a tube pumping air into his lungs.
The detectives interviewed every family member, some several times. The 11th day was a
day full of drama, Matt said. He and Leah
jointly decided to end Adrians life support measures after being told by doctors the
air tube to Adrian would cause permanent damage if left in place. We decided to put
it in Adrians hands, Matt said. Meanwhile, police
were questioning Josh at a downtown building when he suddenly jumped out of a second-story
window and fled. After watching the
tube being removed from Adrian, Leah left the hospital. I needed to take a
walk, she said. Leahs father
and uncle, together with several members of Matts family, stopped Leah outside the
hospital and kept her from leaving. Josh, who admitted
to investigators he had squeezed, shaken and jumped on Adrian, was found in a nearby
grocery store a few minutes later. He was placed
under arrest using a warrant out of Ketchikan charging first-degree murder. Adrian died about
10 a.m. the following morning, April 28. Despite fighting
extradition, Josh was returned to Ketchikan last week. Leah, in
television interviews and in the local newspaper, insists Josh is innocent. In a phone
interview with the Herald and News Wednesday, she said police refuse to consider other
suspects. They think
that because we are teenagers, we must have done this, Leah said. They
wont interview the babysitter we left Adrian with on Friday. Ketchikan Police
Chief Grant Sirevog said all necessary people have been interviewed, and nothing has
indicated a change in the course of this investigation. The department
would not confirm if any more arrests are pending in the case. It is still under
investigation, said a spokesman. Matt carries a
plastic binder similar to that which any high school student might carry. In it are the
photographs of his 11 days as a father. Wednesday, his share of Adrians ashes
arrived by mail. As most young men
his age, Matt wavers between being a kid and being an adult. Powerful statements about
turning around his life and becoming a registered nurse are followed within moments by a
quavering voice asking an unanswerable question. If I could
see him for the first time in my life and notice all those bruises, how could she not
know? he asks. Ive got so much I want to say to her. Ironically,
Adrians story might have turned out differently. Leah acknowledges
Matts claim that she called him early in April to say she wasnt a good mother,
and was thinking of sending Adrian to him. That conversation
haunts Matt now. Why didnt she do it? he says. I felt so helpless.
There was nothing I could do. Matt is planning
to hold a memorial service for Adrian at Lake of the Woods. He invites friends to contact
him if they wish by sending e-mails to jamie@justjami.com.
Reporter Kehn Gibson covers public safety and
courts. He can be reached at (541) 885-4425, (800) 275-0982 or by e-mail at kgibson@heraldandnews.com.
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